Single Status Update
I'm very sorry for my overreaction to everything.
I've been stressed out the past few months with school work.
For those who aren't from America or the East Coast, there's this weird thing called Capstone that you do at the end of Middle School and High School where you have to research a ton about an issue in your community. You have to take action to solve the issue and stuff like that. I stressed out a lot because I struggled to properly get a subject I could do and find out what I could do for my action plan.
I'm excessively stressing out now because of the presentation which I have to present and I'm way too anti-social for that.
I understand that most of you believe that would be an excuse but sure, whatever floats your boat.
To start off, I'd like to thank a couple of people who have been dear to me since I joined, and I'd like to apologize to those who created a dislike towards me.
I've been told by a few members here that people have still been speaking mean things about me, mostly the one's who had betrayed me in the long run. If you want to continue to talk about me, then go ahead, but continuing it will only go bad on your side after I finished many weeks ago. Fire to the flame, ya know?
As I continue to 'leave' (come back tomorrow), I decided I'll make an appreciation status update, and confront everyone.Spoiler
The main reason I live to enjoy Team Twice Forums even though my reputation here is basically trash now. We've been through a lot together, and I know that we both created our own dramas in themselves, we resolved them pretty quickly and became great friends once more. Next time, don't ignore your special someone to another girl, okay? Especially a gay one. That was pretty wrong in itself, and your special other still has a big grudge against me...
I still remember the first day we probably talked in late December, right before I was about to leave to catch a plane to visit my grandmother. I don't want to get into too much detail as this is public, but your words were pretty shocking to me. I enjoyed our three months together as closer than friends but I hope you understand my choice of ranking you back to the high friendzone. But even though you're in the friendzone, you still mean dear to me and I don't regret not accepting the offer.
You make me happy, even when others are all against me. You were always the one I would go to when I felt the entire world was against me, because I knew, you weren't.
I hope you've enjoyed yourself as my guardian, protecting me from drama and Haeju's misuse of words (no offense Haeju lel), and as my current flower girl for my "future" wedding. Hint I put future in quotes.
There are still some times when I do truly struggle trusting you because you're so close with so many members on TTF who are all against me, but I remember our times back in December and I truly do trust you, with all my heart. If you ever decide to lie, or if you ever did, then I guess it's my fault for trusting you, but I promise I don't regret ever doing so.
Where do I start with you? A betrayed stray. A real pain, I must say.
After Haeju decided to focus more on his studies and Sud went off to his exams, I put all my trust on you. All of my sorrows and worries were exclaimed out to you. Do you know what the word trust means? What a second boyfriend is? I can't believe I'd even say this, but you know those times when you have those weird phases where you randomly feel like you have feelings for someone but it only lasts about a day? Yeah, I had those a few times with you. You were a great person, and I truly did have some sort of deep feelings for you in my heart. It sucks that our relationship had to end the way it has. And yeah, I know, weird, I'm young and all, but you all expect high of me anyway. How old did you think I was when we first spoke? Clearly not my actual age.
I'm sure you understand your mistake and hopefully you won't do it to someone else. Unless your entire personally to me was fake? Hmm, maybe it was.. well, I really do like your fake personally. It made me happy, because you always seemed happy.
Remember back in December? I remember it well. Your status updates, your pain, I felt all of it. And I tried to help you through all of it, and you know what? I'm pretty sure that I succeeded. And I've always been happy about that, knowing I prevented someone from doing the worse crime ever.
Yes, it hurts to see you do this, but I can't prevent you from stopping. But you know, I don't have an issue being friends once more. I'm sorry that I overreacted over everything. But it seems you don't care anymore.Spoiler
The same with Jason, I've been so overwhelmed recently I don't know how to properly respond to all of the bull I've been hearing recently through TTF and even through issues with my grades in school. Sadly, I think it's best if we keep our distance from each other. The same goes with lots of other TTF members who will be mentioned below. I'm happy that you were willing to give me a second chance, I really am, but at the moment, I don't think we should. We don't commute together well.
Can I just say something? I saw your face reveal in the show face thread, and honestly.. I'm so jealous of your face.. I know we've been through issues and stuff but you're honestly really pretty. I'm actually super jealous of you. Oh, and cut that psychopath stuff, would you? Calling yourself a psychopath is kinda weird, and trust me, you're not a psychopath. We all have our own and unique ways of defending ourselves and friends, but the way you do it doesn't qualify you as a psychopath. You're just different.
The same way for me, I defend myself by using memes which people here clearly don't understand.
I'm sorry. I don't really know what to say to you without it backfiring sadly, so I'll just say sorry. I'm glad to see you're back and active, though.Spoiler
You're not an angel. Just because your name is Lucifer doesn't make you an angel.
You bullied others and hurt their feelings, and you say you can't hurt them because you're an angel (for those wondering why he's not an angel).
I appreciate your apology from a few weeks ago in the chatbox, but please stop with the angel thing. And please start learning others feelings as well if possible.
@NO SANA NO LIFE
I'm keeping my distance from chatbox. Write NO SANA NO LIFE a lot now if you want I guess. I can't stop you.
Thought I could trust you. Homophobe. Tic-Tac, whoever you are, disgust.
I still love you though, no homo.
Closed for now. I may edit the post and write more about others later.
Thank you everyone.