I'm in a middle of transition right now.
I've changed compared to my old self. Also, I get some new friends irl. It's still too soon to determine what kind of person I am, but I think I've discovered one-two things about myself....
I'm kinda like Tzuyu She doesn't talk a lot, so do I. When you're with me, you might tell so many things to me until, in the end of the day, you realize that I haven't told anything about me. I listen a lot. But, sometimes, when I talk or throw a joke, it's so.... Savage. My jokes might hurt some people (and that's why I restrain myself to joke around (I don't like joking anyway)). I'm as quiet as Mina, but I think Tzuyu's personality suits me more.
More things about me is.... I like to let people lead. I think life is easier that way. Making a decision is a time wasting and energy-draining, so I let people do it for me. I will lead myself if only it's needed. I don't like leading a group, uhh big no for that~
I act clingy sometimes... But only when I'm with people who I'm comfortable. I'm all about Kpop. People know I like Twice (and only Twice). When it's about Twice, I don't care on how people judge me.
So far, I have a really low self-esteem. I'm shy and not confident. I'm self-conscious about myself. I don't think I'm good looking and appear nice. I'm not smart when it's needed. I'm not wise nor fun. That's why I'm obsessed to discover about my new identity, so I can feel proud about myself. I want to know what's great about being me :')
Ah, just like Tzuyu, I also don't have many topics to tell. Tzuyu is all about Gucci and I'm all about my Twice fanfic. When my friends ask me about how's going with my life, my answer will always be about my fanfic updates. It's kinda boring at some points, you should realize that *talking to Tzuyu* xD
In the future, I wanna be a confident person. My homeworks are to (1) not deny other people's compliments and (2) stop talking bad about myself. Those are the advices that I get from some people who are close to me. Looking at my age, it's a little bit too late to have no self-identity. But it's okay. In the end of my journey, I might be better than most of the people. Who knows?
Next time, I wanna tell you about my new 7 friends. For me, all of them is interesting. Uww can't wait to share it!!! >.<
Apparently, irl I'm not like who you know here. I've changed a lot! I'm also different compared with my old self. I used to be a loner hmm...
Next time, I wanna tell you what kind of person I am irl. But now I want to get back to sleep, hoahm good
Can you relate?Spoiler
Let me show you the world
Where you can live outside a cage
To cleanse your innocent soul
You have more than you know
Let me hold your hand
Smile or cry with me as you wish
To reach your highest state of happiness
To keep listening to your inner voice....
Twice playing a game. They need to call each other by their English name. Whoever calls someone with a Korean name first will get a great punishment. While doing that game, there's another secret drama going on between them. They're dating each with others! Even making triangle love scandal. What will happen with the ships in the end? Also, which member who will lose the game? What kind of punishment will she get? Click here to read: https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1240297/63
Does anyone here learn tarot?
I was introduced to it by my friend several weeks ago. I find it so fun and my friends said that my readings are quiet accurate. I learned quiet fast as well. But I'm afraid to continue as it might related to "other creatures" or something. One of my indigo friend said that the deck that I used was possessed by something. I don't want to be drawn by hat creature so I stop learning tarot now :(
I like tarot because, as a reader, reading it is kinda a personal experience. Every readers has their own way to examine their clients. It also needs gentleness (which is cool :p). I was also introduced to astrology, and it's also fun actually, but astrology is super complicated and I don't have enough free time to understand them all~
I don't usually play video games, but in a rpg, maybe I'd be a wizard xD
Talking about wizard~ My house in Hogwarts is Hufflepuuuuffff~~~ The house of Newt Scamander 8) Hbu hbu?
Ahn Haeju replied to sacheol-21stC's topic in NewsYESSSSSSSS
I feel sooooooo lonely these past few days. I'm not sure which section I should visit to talk to you guys.... :/
I like to relate Twice members with myself or people around me.
Personally, I'm a little bit like Nayeon. I act as the younger member in a group even though I'm the oldest one there. But I appear as Mina since I don't talk a lot. I like to listen to people's story and react to them instead of telling them my own story. Talking about myself in front of my friends mostly doesn't make me feel comfortable.
I have a friend who looks like Mina. Not the personality, but the face. And yes, she is beautiful. She is a nice girl as well. It's been a while since I haven't met her hmm.... Recently, I find a girl who represents Sana. This girl is so innocent. She is plain, cheerful, loud, smile widely, and a hardworker. She is kinda a social awkward. I find her blank personality admirable. She's smart tho. She reads a lot so she knows a lot of things. I think, just like Sana who's so advance in learning languages. I also used to have a friend who looked like Tzuyu (but short). Most of the time, she appeared like a queen: Charismatic and royal. Her friends called her 'Princess' as her nick name. Just like Tzuyu, she doesn't talk a lot either.....
Ah, the last but not least, I have a little cousin who resembles Jihyo. Ohh I love her so much! She is chubby and has a good hair. She is loud, super friendly, smart, and confident. She was 4 when I met her. She is so cute, unfortunately she can't sing haha X'D
I'd love to meet more people who resemble Twice irl. I also want to know new people woth their own unique characteristics. I think it's great to discover many varieties of human personality. For me, people are so fuuuuun to explore~~~ Hehe... :D
Am I Sana? Sounds a lot like me xD
Ahn Haeju replied to LinYuBear's topic in DiscussionsDahyun shines :))) I love to hear her singing Dahyun's rap part is so dope, reminds me of Likey but in different style. Luv it!!! Chae as Matilda 10/10 aesthetic